My first blog.

Hiya. So basically as its the start of 2013 (well near enough) I thought I'd start my very first blog post by writing my New Years resolutions out for people to read. The past few years my resolutions have been stupid things like 'give up on chocolate' 'get a boyfriend' 'become popular' like seriously, none of them things are going to happen in the foreseeable future. This year I really think that my resolution might be possible haha. So basically over the last 6 months or so I have been really depressed and its quite a personal thing for me to talk about and not even my friends or family really know. I more or less spent the past year in my bedroom. I just was happy at all and this gets me to my 2013 New Years resolution I know this going to sound really stupid but all I want to achieve this year is to be HAPPY. Yes I know that everyone gets upset some times but this year I want to try and keep that to a minimum. I used to take every little nasty comment that people would say about me to heart and I really got me down but now I have decided that I'm just not going to let it get to me and just try and laugh it off. I'm going to just be positive about everything and just try and see the good/funny side of things, just by doing this for the past 19 days has actually made me really really happy, I haven't cried for 19 days and to me that is an achievement, and I know to other people that would just be a normal thing not to cry but for me I feel quite proud of my self. Another thing I am also doing is just saying 'yes' to every opportunity I get (within reason). I was surprised how much happier I was from Just like say yes to going into town with a friend after school, and agreeing to sleep at their house ect. This is going to sound really cringey and cheesy but, you only have one life so you NEED to make the most of it, you don't want to waste your only life sat at home feeling depressed so get out of your house and be HAPPY. Trust me I know how it is, but once you open your self up to more opportunities you will fell so much happier and gain confidence in yourself, well I know that I have. So this year I don't want to give up chocolate or try and get a boyfriend I just want to make the most of it. Comment and tell me what you think thanks. Xox